Being locked in a cage was something i had fantasised about for so long...
the confined space..the metal unyielding bars..no escape..totally dependent
on someone else to let you out...something i had wanted to experience for so
long..yet i had never really expected it to happen..not now..
i say i didn't think it would ever happen for several reasons but the main
one was because for me it was a huge trust issue..bondage was the first step
of trusting someone enough to place you in Their bonds..but allowing someone
to lock me into a restricted space..and knowing i was totally reliant on
them letting me out was not something i could do easily..it was a huge risk
i knew i could only take with someone i trusted enough...someone i trusted
my life with..
the cage was set on the floor and it looked so much smaller than it did in
the pet shop..i was afraid i wasn't going to fit in..that i would get stuck
..that i would get scared..after all i had hated being locked in a cupboard
when i was a child..i was afraid that i may get cramp and be in a state of
panic..yet at the same time i as more aware of my vunerablity..my whole body
was covered in goosebumps..i was really excited..yet scared too..
i stepped into the base and sat down on my bottom...waiting for the cage to
be pulled down over me..i tried to make myself small and insignificant as i
felt the coldness of the bars brush against my skin...every nerve ending in
my body was tingling...i felt a huge wave of calm and peace flow through me
as the cage was locked securely..hearing the padlocks snap shut..feeling my
head held in an unatural position becuase of the lack of space for me to sit
completly upright...my hands cuffed together and chained to the top of the
cage..imobilising me even more..knowing i was totally dependent on Him now
to ensure my safety..my wellbeing...my release..
i was entirely focused on Him...He was in my head..my body..my heart and my
soul..thoughts of Him filled my head..and His very being coursed through my
veins..He was my life..my reason for living..and with those thoughts i
drifted into a quiet place..a calm serene place where my body and mind were
set free completely...free yet confined...a womb like place..small
restricted..yet safe..so safe..a deep inner calm quietened me..released me..
the cold metal bars felt so good against my naked flesh...hard unbending..
firm and solid..i knew i could not escape even if i had wanted to..but i
didn't want to..this was His space..somewhere He had placed me.. secured me
and locked me into...and He held the keys..i was totally dependent upon
Him...
i moved and it was difficult...there was such little space to move around
in..the bars pressed hard on my skin..and yet i started to not feel them..i
was aware of them..but they no longer felt hard..i was in a sort of cocoon..
held firmly and tightly..yet i wasn't in pain..wasn't aware of heat light or
time..i was floating in a safe space..vunerable and helpless..at His mercy
..a deep place..deeper than any i had known before..where His voice was the
only sound i could hear..His face was all i could see..it was like i had
melted into Him..become one with Him..totally owned by Him..
i was drifiting in a wonderful warm place..wanting to reach out and touch
Him ..wanting to cover Him in kisses..let him feel and see my love for Him..
the love of a slave for the man who Owned her..i was desperate to please
Him..and give Him pleasure...my body ached for Him..was ready for Him..
wanted Him to use me..as the slave i was
the cuffs on my hands made it impossible for me to touch myself..i didn't
need to..i knew how i felt already..the cuffs were attached to the roof of
the cage..so all i could do was writhe and moan...trying to rub myself to
find release..but i couldn't..there wasn't enough space to get into a
position where i could...the fire inside was growing stronger..my need was
great...i longed for His touch..His warm breath against my face..His
presence..
suddenly it was all dark....and so warm..He had covered the cage with a
dark cloth..normally i would have been scared of the darkness..but i wasn't
at all..i drifted in my womb like space..unaware of anythign but Him...
He surrounded me..held me safe..set the slave in me free..
then He was there again..touching me through the bars..arousing me to such
an extent i thought i would burst...i could hear a voice begging for Him to
touch me more..begging for release..it seemed to come from a long way
away...some distant place where dreams and reality ceased to exist...
somewhere deep in my very soul..
i orgasamed so hard..so fully..my head burst with a million stars and i was
rocketed to another level..a level so deep and so complete..a place i had
never been to before..a place between waking and sleep..pure contentment..
so full of love..surrounded totally by Him..the knowledge that He Owned me
so completely that He allowed me to find this place..the privilidge i felt
that He wanted me to serve Him..the gratitude i felt for Him keeping me..
the pride i felt at being Owned by such a wonderful man...the love i felt
flowing through my body..the safeness i felt...the wholeness and
completeness i felt in the knowledge that i was such a slave..how much i
wanted to touch Him..to pleasure Him..to worship and adore Him..all of
these thoughts and feelings surrounding me and were holding me focused
in this wonderful place..i was so relaxed..so serene..
this was my place in Him..in His power..in His cage..i was safe..i was
free..
©tiana 28th February 2000
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